I’m at a major crossroads. Fueled by anger, fear and desperation, I realize it’s time for a change. Not to put it lightly, it's do or die time.
I’m currently on a path to nowhere. I can spend the next 20 years accepting my place in the world as someone who’s had a certain amount of success, (albeit a success that is fading) or I can figure something out to stop the decline. These seem to be my only two options.
I love where I’m at. I still find my job rewarding and challenging. However, if I don’t find some new ideas and some new energy, all of it will be gone. And I don’t want that.
The adage “use it or lose it” came to mind so I boiled it down into two simple questions. Am I content letting my surroundings dictate my future? Or is there something I can do right now to steer it toward a hopeful, exciting direction.
So I devised a plan.
Normally I like to keep my plans private. I find power in the solitude. That’s aways worked for me. But lately I find it easy to let myself off the hook. This makes me feel weak.
My hope is that this blog will keep me inspired and focused. Maybe you’ll even get some inspiration from it.
Bottom line is that my life needs a complete overhaul. Spiritually, mentally, physically I’m lost. But I’m far from a quitter. I know how to make my life extraordinary. I know how to manifest. That’s always been easy for me. So why do I find myself feeling this way? I’m sure it’s just as simple as making a decision to feel alive again. To reinvent myself.
I’ve decided to share my plan. What works and where I fall short. By the end of 2022 the change will be dramatic and I will be ready for the next phase of my life. A life with no excuses.
I appreciate your friendship and support.
In the next blog I will open my heart and vomit a bunch of truths. It’s a painful, necessary step.
Feel free to share what’s happening here. I can use the extra pressure and encouragement.
Terry
